rest in piece MJ!

26.06.09

it was shocking for me.. nak pi keje ON radio..pehal ni sume lagu michael jackson.. it was a gloomy day.hujan renyai2 gaks.. and now the king of pop is gone.. i grew up with his music.. although i didnt like all the bad issues about him.. especially the nose job thinggy.. and it's way better if he didnt change his skin colour.. but no doubt i was a fan of his music..black or white! " do u remember the time"~ YES! i remember the time when i used to sing along and danced while playing MJ's karaoke video tapes at gwen's house or borrowed mama's ( my grandma) tape.. singing with gwen and maria.. i wonder how old am i that time..huhu.. also remembered the time i watch the movie about MJ's life with the jacksons..recently starting from last week everyday at work aku psg lagu "remember the time" but kris allen's version.. i'm glad he died as a muslim and i hope he's a muslim at heart.. al fatihah~

i have this album! but manetah hilang kaset ni.. mase aku kecik2 mmg gile sgt dgr lagu2 dlm album ni

at last!

24th june 09

at last! i watched transformers 2 at the cinema.. i missed out the 1st one before this..nengok jugak but tgk kat dvd yg suck! x puas.. thanks to BFF suriani for teman me pegi tgk.. although at 1st from last month i told pijan i'm joining him..but its kinda hard to go KL rite now.. no time.. and no money..and tiring..and menyusahkan.. then i made khodri and abg napie promise they'll watch with me.. but they canceled it coz they are tooooo busy at xyratex.. khodri ask to wait..sorry dear..I CAN"T WAIT.. last2 ajak su.. and merayu2 kat mak bg pinjm kete..

aku x drive la pegi tuh..aku drive balik je.. kol 2 pagi.time xde kete..haha.. ye la i'm still very2 amature..tp byk dugaan la.. it was like mse fast & furious tuh.. turun kat tgv..FULL..turun kat MBO..FULL.. last2 gi gak GSC yg aku x brape suke sbb da lame tuh.. and ade bau hancing mancing.. (lucky last nite was ok).. but yg ade pon midnite.. and lucky ade seat yg best la.. although da nk FULL jugak.. i cant make reservation..line too bz.. so we had to kill the time.. pe lagi..pi karok la.. very tiring balik rumah 2.30.. went to bed 3am.. and now..very lazy to go to work..

the movie.. like faizal tahir said in his FB status before..everything in 1.. hillarious.. touching..sad.. action pack to the max.. sume2 la.. watch it for ur self..heeheee.. and bumble bee sgt la kiuttttttttttt.. mcm budak2 prangai dia.. and optimus prime (teringat optimus xyratex..haha) kenape dia kecik.. yg jahat besar2..xpuas ati..haha.. now aku rase puas hati daaaa..
k la bos da tepon.. soh wat keje..

chevy and bumble bee..ur sooo funny

How could u be so HEARTLESS??

now u said ur sorry???




In the night I hear 'em talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
she lost his soul,
To a man so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
oh, how could you be so heartless?

How could you be so
Cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talking to me tho'
You need to watch the way you talking to me no
I mean after all the things that we been through
I mean after all the things we got into
And yo I know some things that you ain't told me
And yo I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna give me back
And You gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't me
You got a new friend
Well I got homeys
But at the end it's still so lonely

How could you be so Dr. Evil
You're bringing out a side of
Me that I don't know,
I decided we weren't gonna speak so why are up 3 a.m. on the phone,
Why does he be so mad at me for, homey I don't know he's hot and cold,
I won't stop; I won't mess my groove up
cause I already know how this thing goes,

You run and tell you're friends that you're leavin' me,
They say that they don't see what you see in me,
You wait a couple months then you gone' see,
You'll never find nobody better than me

Talkin', talkin', talkin', talk
Baby lets just knock it off
They don't know what we've been through
They don't know 'bout me and you
So I got something new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon' take off tonight
Into the night...

In the night, I hear 'em talk,
The coldest story ever told.
Somewhere far and far and far, she lost his soul
To a man so heartless...
oh, How could you be so heartless?
oh, how could you be so heartless? oh..

Coz' In the night I hear 'em talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
she lost his soul,
To a man so heartless..

surprise Darl! supriseeeeee!!!

20.06.2009

after wedding abg nizar.. bergegas ke melake.. excited ni excited..x saba nk jmpe old mates dak sc3 ni..mulenye igt jmpe sue,web ngn dinie.. pastu web ckp pogy pon ade gaks..fine.. smpi2 melake sentral je.. air muke aku brubah ngn sgt drastik..tuuu diaaaa.. wajah seseorg yg menyorok dlm kereta suliana tidak mahu bertegur sape ngn aku.. and perkare ini berlanjutan smpi la ke hujung waktu kitorg berjumpe..membuatkan aku sgt la sedih.. dan org ini mrupekan org yg aku syg.. tp selepas kejadian peristiwe smlm..aku x boleh nk definiskan ape prasaan aku skng pade dia..

kete fauzi.. jeles! nak myvi putih jugakkkkkkk
kete sue.. nmpk x kepale zul amri dlm tuh?? x bwk JEF3723 keee?
kete web..ah bestnye kowang ade kete

mase ondeway ke melaka mall tuh aku nye air mate mencurah2.. web ngn liza pon da pelik pehal aku senyap tibe2 padehal mase cari kaunter tiket balik semban tu aku still bising2 lagi.. mereka kate ZA terkejut ngn kehadiran aku .. mereka da enjoy2 da dari pagi..aku je yg sampai melake lewat petang.. xtau la ape cite dorg siang hari tuh..

i took the 1st move to tegur dia mase dok minum2 sambil lyn cite "perfume" kat food court.. tp respon mcm x brape baek sgt la.so idecided to just senyap je la.. tibe2 je mcm unfriendly.. although situation agak tense.. aku rase kelakar bile pikir balik psl chemistry yg ade.. at food court dia beli air tebu (kalo x silap la).. i wanted to buy that at the 1st place tp x jadi..i changed to blackcurrent.. kat riverside i bukak beg nk mkn mentos.. tibe2 dia amek mentos dlm poket dia mkn gak.. kat umbai kitorg minum air yg same..teh o ais limau.. and kami berdua jugak x mkn ikan pari..dak2 laen terpakse mghabiskan ikan pari lebih2 tuh..sian pogy x dpt karaoke..mhl sgt la melake tuh.. yg plg mahal mkn kat umbai la.. serius aku rase mcm x nk mkn sane lagi..x pon kitorg salah pilih gerai.. kedai mkn kt area rumah aku pon lagi sedap kalo order hidangn yg same..

duduk jauh2..hurm =(

oh dear
x kire..nk pose kat sini gak walopon ko mengganggu pemandangan
muke kelaparan
mangse buli of the day
gile cekik darah..nasik putih rm16??

pape pon thanks to ALL yg plan mnde ni.. sorry la keadaan mnjadi agak x best kerane KAMI.. thank to web sbb nyusahkan je send aku pi bus stand.. thanks jugak tumpang rumah.. nice house!

to zul amri a.bakar.. i really dont know why u acted that way.. i have lost my respect towards you.. is that what u call "kite ni kwn lame".. yg ko slalu sebut2kan tuh.. i dont think so! i tot u knew i was coming.. already sms friday nite.. ke ko delete msg tanpe membacenye..or kau juz berpure-pure je tekejot.. give me a reason why u acted that way.. i missed the old ZA.. u dont even care bout me.. NBU pon msg2 aku dari aku semban smpi ke melake la dia msg aku soh aku jage diri sume2.. even seblom aku tido tu dia pesan balik semban elok2..

recall back umbai 2003
on my birthday 31 oct 03
hahahaha.. baju batik

selamat pengantin baru

20 june 2009

selamat pengantin baru buat abg nizar dan abg kepade abg nizar tu..huhu..moge berkekalan~
hehe swonok dpt jmpe org2 xyratex yg da lame x jmpe.. plg swonok mase tgh mkn..NBU prasan i 1st.. pastu dia wat muke tekejot..kehkeh.

yeay abg nizar pndg kamera
abg adi..steady da x yh pakai topi..eh NBU..malu pndg kamera plak
one more one more!
naek myvi pulak
ape la abg kamil ni..amek gmbr xde kepale

p0wer 0ffice Gurl!

huh kalo donat ckp psl ofis boi..aku cite psl ofis gal la.. akunye ofis da x mcm gloomy2 dah.. sbb da psg blinders.. igt psg blinders wat lagi gelap ke?? blinders tu kaler krim2.. so jadi mcm ceria sket ah.. kalo x caye cube compare ngn gmbr ofis aku amek 1st day aku keje jadi kerani cun neh.. pastu skng aku bahagia sbb boss da pindah meja laen yg lagi besar ..so aku dpt gune PC dia..ape yg penting ngn PC dia?? ade intenet laaa.. walopon dia psg router wireless tuh tp PC lagi satu tu bangang la.. patot dicampak dlm laut je.. ley la saye facebuking ngn ym selaloo.. kan yan?? kan donat?? kan cikenot??

kalo donat ckp dia dulu jd ofis boi dia x pandai gune mesen fotostet.. aku xyh risau la psl tu.. x gune pon fotoset2 ni.. tp kalo kat xyratex tu aku risau tol kalo disuruh fotostet PO.. yelah mesen fotostet dia canggeh sgt..siap kene pakai pasword kalo nk fotostet.. dan mesen tu jugak ade lah printer..wat kompius je..tgh2 fotostet tp mnde laen plak yg kua..bile mase tah aku fotostet tuh..rupenye tu supervisor aku..dia print dokumen dari PC dia kat meja dia yg jauh dari mesen fotstet tu.. mnde dia print tu kua kt mesen yg same..

aku kene risau ngn printer je.. igt jadi kerani senang ke?? kdg2 time urgent tu la PC wat hal.. excell wat hal..printer wat hal..mcm2 lagi la.. pastu bab2 telipon.. plg x ske nk tepon2 nk deal ngn vendor ke ape ke..nk jwb fon pon x ske..sbb dorg nk ckp ngn bos..bos plak asek x de..haha xde nye aku nk jwb fon lembut2 "hello..jitu maksima..boleh saye bantu??" haha..
sbb slalunye yg tepon boss ah.. aku jwb garang2 je..hahaha.. aku bahagia hari ni boss x masuk.so aku dok sorg2 dlm ofis..actually sorg2 dlm building..haha..wat keje ngn aman.. sambil dgr lagu lady gaga love game berulang2 kali..haha.. tp mostly hari ni aku berchating je.. penat tgn aku.. skill menaip da meningkat.. xyh pandang keybod da..haha

1- dulu meja boss.. skng meja aku
2- meja abg bos.. dia boss #2 la.. hal2 duit dia urus
3- meja bos..2x gande besar da
4- tanpe kau aku bosan gileee

studio x brubah..

haa gedik-gedik jap

maria maria lala maria~

epy besday cousin maria!
luv ya muacckssss xoxo
me & maria

14062009

epy 24th birthday cousin..

Jerrard Stephen Jeremiah!!!

back to the old days.. Jerrard and me during kindergarten.. very scary spicy hair!
Jerrard and me on christmas eve 2008

photgedik-ing

i'm not in the mood today..perhaps it's been a week..or more.. i'm feeling like diz.. don't wanna talk about it..off my phone.. not signing in ym or skype.. i wannabe alone for a while.. uploading this photos.. to make myself better..huhu.. not eating.. but i'm hungry.. but i have no mood to eat..and lazy to find food too.. owh so pathetic of me.. ya my life is so pathetic..i'm so troubled.. i even bein slaped my my dad today.. what is goin on wif u darl?? i'm losin hope.. i hate everything i do.. i feel like dying..screw me..perhaps i need to read the holy quran to keep me calm.. i had stop reading for a couple of months now..Dear God.. help me

introducing miss darl ..the troubled gurl
doing something she loves.. pictures..pictures..pictures.. she looks epy huh?
oww ya..she looks happy.. deep inside..no one knows how she feels
even her best fren doesnt knows..coz she kept it for herself..
i envy u

LIFE IS HARD

i'm so touched

today.. pas keje.. lepak minum2 kat area tmpt keje.. wif who???
wif all the people in xyratex yg saye sayang bangat! lengkap sume adek bradek kilang + jiran skandel..haha.. cukup 6 org.. [abg adi, abg napie, khodri, dian, me & NBU]

aku rase mcm nk demam bertemu ngn mereka2 ni.. aku sgt rindu same mereka.. kepale pening2..rase mcm menggigil.. perut mcm ade rama-rama..haha.. nape tah.. cm biase la kalo lepak minum pon cite psl xyratex je.. nk mkn cite psl xts..nk tido pon xts.. kawen pon cite psl xts.. haha.. walopon aku bukan pekeje xyratex lagi.. pape updets psl xyratex sume aku tau.. nampknye pengganti aku wat end effector seorg budak ump course civil bername ijat yg skang tgh cuti sem and keje sbg operator kontrak .. so dian da ade peneman..haha

the memories of us 6:

gugup

semalam-
naik chuchu tren pi serdang stay umah yan kat flet ikan 1 nite sbb nak pi interview kat upm.. really2 mish ya yan! byk story mory cite.. bile ley jumpe lagi yeee

nurul izyan ahmad tarmizi..my closest buddy in campus.. i luv her baju kurung pattern!

today-
naseb bek umah sewa yan sesangat dekat ngn tempat interview..bangunan IPSAS tuh.. mule2 tkot sesat.. sbb aku wase UPM tu besau sgt.. masuk gate kecik tu dari flet ikan twos nmpk da bangunan IPSAS.. ade la 10 org kowt yg intebiu skali.. intebiu tu da short listed.. pastu sesangat sikijap.. x sampi 5 minit.. aku mls nk ckp ape yg dia tnye..tp i think i did bad kot sbb gugup.. jwpnnye kene jwb dari hati.. haha.. in english.. and i felt so stupid because i'm unable to speak that well seperti mcm result MUET saye tuh.. aku mcm dpt rasekan yg aku x dpt la.. sori la yan kalo aku x lepas..

selepas kejadian itu.. nak gumbirakan hati smule.. i pi JJ.. mkn pizza udang kat pizza hut yg da lame aku nk rase tp kat pizzahut giant dekat umah tu asek kehabisan udang..then masuk kedai vincci aksesori.. beli jam yg aku da sebulan idam nk beli..malangnye jam tuh da habes stok.. so beli pattern laen.. janji jam.. then pi karok.. aku pewasan lagu2 yg aku pilih sumenye lagu putus cinte.. mintak maap la kat si peneman aku hari ini sbb beliau baru putus cinte 2 bulan lepas n agak touching dgr lagu2 aku nyanyi.. i putus chenta 2 tahun.. haha u kalah! today juge rase teharu sbb ramai org2 xyratex msg me today.. windu la tuh..abg adi..sachi..abg nizar..abg kamil.. paling tekejut NBU msg setelah sekian lame menyepi.. tau la tunang ade seblah hari tuh.. pastu baru balik wat keje installation kat WD PJ.. dok hotel sunway..beshnye

i luv it becoz it looks like a bangle
mcm model jam le plaks

sudah-sudah la tu cik D

beach-ing!

06.06.2009

haaa..let the photos just tell the story.. had a great day with cousins+aunts+uncle

teringt cite the o.c

luv the water..so clear

the boat wif the red roof caught my eyes

adios..c ya later

Subhanallah

full moon!

OTH s06e23

lucas scott+peyton sawyer's wedding was almost like my dream wedding.. i mean the deco n the place la.. white Lilys..they got married by the river side.. i wanted a lake.. but it looks the same.. huhu dream wedding..dream on.. if i dun get married like that.i'll hope my bro+ future sis inlaw will..huuuu

1.6.09

new beginning..

doin new job..haha.. nk sgt rase dok ofis..hamek ko.. walopon kampeni x dikenali.. n ofis kat shoplot tgkt ats je.. tp client kampeni ni Kualiti Alam tau.. aku keje xde nk punch2 kad ke.. xde surat mohon cuti ke.. boss pon masuk 10pg..so walopon kene dtg 8.30pg..kdg2 saje je nk dtg lmbt..pastu dpn mate ade pc (malangnye xde intenet skang..tp kalo boss chow ley ar men tenet kat meja dia..chewah selambe u! gune meja boss!).. plg best..blkg ofis ade studio jamming..haish org2 tua neh jamming2 di hari sabtu.. gaji aku plis jgn tnye la.. aku ni pembantu tadbir je pon..a.k.a. kerani cun.. walopon ciput tp lebeh sket la dari jd operator.. n ofis dekat je ngn umah..n kalo da keje 4 bulan mmg layak kalo nk beli kete..tp bukan kete suzuki swift atau honda jazz yg aku idam nak pakai la..ofisnye kat taman seblah.. tmpt aku slalu lepak minum2 ngn dian.. n dekat ngn umah NBU.. ah pedulik ape ngn NBU.. kami da clash..chewah mcm la penah declare.. tp keje sini .. slalu sorg2.. kalo bukan sorg2 ade org2 tua tu je..3 org..dan mereka2 ni xtau nk isap rokok lua ofis.. ekon dlm blek boss tuh.. aku pakai kipas jeee...selambe je isap dlm ofis ngn pintu tgkap sume tutup gare2 nk rase sikit perit paru-paru aku.. kalo pakai mask pon stil ley bau kot asap rokoknyee.. berat aku mesti susut sbb aku da x mkn byk kali mcm kat xyratex.. skng sebab nk jimat.. mkn kat umah.. kalo nk mkn kat restoran pon mkn sorg2 nk wat pe.. (kalo rindu sgtla kat roti tampal makcik kantin xyratex..silap2.. abg kantin.. mak dia cume tuang kuah n jadi casher je)

td dpt call dari UPM..soh dtg interview rabu dpn.. hurm...agak pening pikir psl ini.. sbb izyan yg soh aku apply sbb dia tgh keje sane..tp kalo aku dpt pon ..aku keje same jwtn dgn dia cume kat building len.. tp kami akn dok serumah.. tapiiiiiiiiii...streamyx aku cmne..ttp kene byr bulan2 kalo blah dari senawang ini.. hurm.. adekah aku besedia nk tinggalkan umah dan berdikari??? bile dok umah..rase nk chow..bile da chow..agaknye rase nk balik ke?? xpe la..kene besusah pyh sikit.. byr sewa umah..bil letrik air..mkn sume tanggung diri

p/s I MISSED XYRATEX!!!!! rase seperti kehilangan.. mybe sbb now keje dok sorg2..xde gelak ketawe.. kalo kat xyratex.. keje smpi 1 pagi pon ley suke lagi..ley happy2 lagi.. skang..masuk after lunch tros x saba nk 5.30ptg..nk balik!! i missed being around people at xyratex.. i miss my bros+sis.. i miss walking jln2 sekitar kilang gedik2 kaco kak shila wat keje.. now i only seat infront of the pc jeeee sambil hidu asap rokok.. i miss baring2 kat surau lepas solat.. now i have to go home kalo nk solat..hurmm

kalo boring2 ley la jamming ye x??
meja aku
meja boss 1 dan boss 2 (mereka adek bradek)
meja boss yg ade speaker kuat and intenet merangkap meja aku gak dikale mnjadi boss

dushhh!! dushh!!

rase nk tumbok ZA!! (sape yg xtau sape ini orang mmg bukan kwn sejati la)
he texted
told his prob
i found a solution
he said thanks
i asked did his prob sattled
he said yes (alaaa x de chan nk pi dating same kat seremban la mcm ni)
i wanted to make a longer conversation
but he did not responed
mcm kene ditch
kalo aku ckp mcm ni: " ko kalo ko susah ko cari aku kan?"
tp nnti mcm tolong x ikhlas
but i just felt like i'm not being appreciated
lenkali cari sendri kat johor tu mane nak pi wat jilid report Li ko tuh la
but u always do that.. u come when ur in trouble..
coz u dun have that much frens to help u out??

kepakKeBaBo00mmm

31may09- saat yg dinanti-nantikan! abg ady ku kawen..silap..dia da nikah 24th tuh.. kirenye mjlis nyambut menantu le..bwk bininye balik umah..wo0ho00 tahniah "Along"! hurm bile la ley jmpe lagi kan.. da ade bini..nnti da ade anak.. moge abg n cikgu bhgia ke hujung nyawe la eh.. dpt baby cumel2 k.. jage wifey lekloks.. bagus la abg puase dari isap rokok time bini ade kan.. haha cian.. hope u guys love the notty gift we gave ..hehe.. ape mcm? ade bran?? pakai time honeymoon k! aku xtau nape air mate aku bergelinang (betol ke ayt ni??) time tgk abg ngn akak ipa potong kek..cm hepi for u.. agaknye sbb abg ady lyn aku mcm abg sendri.. abg kandong pon x lyn aku sebegitu.. at 1st ur my #2 sv selepas en rahshedi.. but u more like a brother yg byk tolong aku spnjg keje xyratex.. sbb byk mslh dikongsi together2.. kua tgk wayang sume beramai2.. sgt best..hope pasni stil ley tgk wyg reramai lg didn't met napie (si angah) and si NBU (si skandel) at the wedding.. dorg dtg awal bwk psgn masing2.. elok la tuh.. x perlu aku nk tesermpak ngn dia..with psgnnye.. smpi x reply msg aku.. hoh x kan queen control sgt aweks ko..fineee..kontrak pon da tamat..move on move on once again..selamat pengantin baru wat hazdi + hayati

baju aku pepel-pepel ley ganti pengapit gak lor
xyratex buddies
xyratex peepz wif pengantin
alang.achik.ucu
mamat ni mase kecik2 wat aku nanges kat skolah sbb dia la gengster kelas
missing: angah napie
kawaiii
tgginye akak ipa! NBU pon kalah
bunge same ngn kaler baju tuh!
ape org tua ni bebel kat aku ni..wat bodo je la!
posing kat kete abg kamil before balik..haha

30 may 09

yep it was my last day as a trainee.. dunno what were my feelings like..i'm not happy but not that sad.. but today.. i can tell ya that i missed xyratex so much.. i mean i missed the people.. like yesterday dian told me bout the jokes abg yaya made... sgt klaka.. rindu karenah sume2.. yg gile2..

well mase da nak balik 5.30 xde la plak org nk regging aku..tp aby yaya, abg sukor,bro da blasah aku da.. dorg cucuk2 aku ..gile sakit.. dia x sedar agaknye tenage jantan dorg tu.. dorg da biase pukul2 laki..tibe2 aku kene.. abg yaya mrh kat aku sbb x ckp yg dat friday was my last day

then time tu jugak production manager ade plak kat area xts tuh.. so dorg membizikan diri wat keje..kalo xde manager..agaknye aku da kene wrapping dah kat sane..fuhh..dpt salam ngn sume org je la.. hurm.. and tepakse meninggalkan org ini.. tp x pe la.org ini perlu jawuh2 dari aku.. untuk kebaikan jugee..

kpd dian.. harap ko lebeh pefom tnpe aku disisi.. and lebey berani ke toilet sorg2.. xde nye momok nk kaco ke.. org2 cap biru nk kaco ke..chill je.. air kat tolet vvip kat sejuk mcm air tejun..kpd semua xyratexian.. rindu2 la aku slalu.. da maju nnti jgn lupe calling2 i k!