PD!

event: xyrtaex production unit family day
venue: pantai poly, PD
date:25-26 april 09
what i got:
-bleeding+swolen lips akibat dagu terhantuk kat kepale abg adi lalu tergigit bibir mase jatuhan kali ke-2 banana boat
-muscle pain (the whole body)..ni sbb da lame x swim & byk tenage digunekan mase nak naek smule ats banana boat.. ye saye x larat nk angkat bdn sendri.. bdn org len pon berat2

ucapan:
sori buat team B sbb saye wat belon pecah+ perah span wat air bersepah2.. tp team kite mmg sux
pape pon i had fun walopon ade beberape perkare yg wat aku x puas ati.. mls nk cite
thanks to all who involve organizing it.. ape yg penting???? KERJESAMEEEE

futsal
team A poyo! nyampah

jejak kaseh ngn ex intern (sharel)

golf laut ciptaan en nizam.. mcm makcik aku tgk dia pki scarf
perform!!
kebetulan same-same pki jersi adidas.. aha ske ske.. gedik!
ley ke tarik tu jang??
nk jd model kan?? amek gmba dia byk2..wakaka
p/s: ini bukan pakwe saye ..sekian trime kasih

Dream^House

i ♥ it~
hitam+puteh~

bff day out 2

- stayed at sue's sister's house in gombak
- shopping2 at the curve.. gile byk shopping ! gare2 ade family day at PD diz coming weekend
- lepak2 at ikea.. found my "fav house"
- photo shoot at LM mini studio.. woweeeee dpt jadi model jugak for Silhouette Alvina & Sue's design

stuffs bought
new outfit for xyratex family day in PD..orait x?
moo-moo- gift from Vina.. thanks babe!
play makeup-make up
darl+Vina+Sue+markonah in action

17 04 2009

17 a p r i l '09

happy besday to u
happy besday to u
happy besday to NBU1860
happy besday to u ! ! ~

- suke sbb lepas wish besday..dia tepon so borak selame 46 minit sebelom tido
- suke sbb lepas mengadu NBU sgt2 sombong da lame x tego sape.. hari ni time keje dia byk kaco2
- suke sbb NBU kagum aku hafal no ic dia
- tak suke sebab NBU tunjuk gamba paspot dia yg botak sbb dia ckp dia nk botakkan kepale dan sememangnye sgt hodoh
- tak suke sebab aku mengade2 dan bedegil nk tengok jugak gmbar paspot tunang dia dlm wallet tu walopon dia x nak kasi tgk (org len dia kasi tgk la plak nape aku x ley) & walopon aku penah ckp aku tak hingin nak tgk muke gadis yg skali pndg nmpk mcm gadis sopan santun yg baek tp senanye sememangnye bukan
- tak suke sbb kene say bye bye kat geng trainee yg blaja kat UTEM sbb today is their last day of training.. bye bye ogy, ejab and daus..gonna miss u guys!
- suke sbb lepak with bff for 3 days~ weee

jangan tego!

- last monday bro, NBU, nizar ngn abg yaya hafday pi tgk tanah pusake bro kat kuale pilah nk wat cucuk tanam..yela zaman gawat ni kan.. mule la nk berbisness
- so pade hari itu kami berlime.. abg ady, napie, khod, me, dian.. masing2 pakat hafday hari rabu pi tgk tanah kat jusco..haha..pi tgk wayang..kecoh tol sumeorg jeles kitorg pi tgk wyg time keje
- walopon cite x best.. x tekejot pon.. da tau jln cite.. bosan je.. tp aku dok gelak2 dlm panggung sbb tgk karenah dian ngn abg ady yg sgt penakot tgk cite jgn tegur tuh.. smpi mnjerit2 pastu ade yg topinye smpi menutup mate and ade yg teloncat2 dari seat..lawak la korg ni penakot tol
- plg best dpt mkn big apple donuts byk2 sbb dpt 6 free donuts with the use of coupon tuh.. best
- alang2 celebrate besday dian.. epy 20 year old gurl!!! ( tp bdn dia x nmpk mcm 20 ka???)
- and abg ady ckp i'm the most sporting practicle girl he ever met..lalalala~ and he's the most sporting supervisor i ever met!!! soh byk2 cuti n siap pi tgk wayang time keje!! muahaha

which one eyhhh

along.achik.ucu.angahmcm drama

feels like c r a p

I NEED PEOPLE TO RESPOND
GUIDE ME PLZ

feels like crap.. why?

+ feelin down and useless
+ headache thinkin bout wut shud i do..wut shud i be to survive in this #$%^@% world
+ recently i've been applying jobs at jobstreet tuh but no response
+ i also da isi borang SPA smlm online..belasah je
+ in the newspaper ade iklan jwtn kosong jd lecturer kat kolej polytech mara
+ abg ady also said kwn dia tgh cr org jd lecturer sambilan kat ILP pedas
+ and i realy really reallllllyyyyyyy dont know.. nak apply ke tak..nk apply ke x.. coz i thought lecturer is the last option i wud take
+ i realllllyyyyyyyyyy hv NO confidence being a lecturer.. a teacher..dan yg sewaktu dgnnye
+ 1st ly i'm no good wif kids.. but lecturer with adults la kan.. pape pon mmg x reti mngjar la especially technical subjects..
+ eventho my cgpa aku tu cecah 3.0+ sekali pon.. trust me i sux in engineering thinggy especially subject2 in engineering lab..cmne ley survive tah!!
+ pergh cant imagine if a studen ask me question yg perlu jwb theory yg aku x tawu.. sure kene maki
+ thinkin of applying cikgu skolah rendah jadi cekgu english yg cumel.. boley ka?? english saye teroks.. saye pndai sgt2 speaking tp saye bodo sgt2 spelling.. cane tu
+ but ekceli i want a job in an office!! uwargghhh
+ i kinda luv blogging or designing websites..i surely try to igt2 balik cmne nk wat website/open source if i had too.. and i luv whateva learned in multimedia technology subjects last sem
+ bff Suriani da ajak wat bisnes bukak butik dia..i have to creat blog for shopping online/website butik ..and even great if i know about accounting.. manage finance sume2 tu.. but mase skolah dulu i hate accounting very much so i dun even care bout it.. nak blja skang ni.. but dunno about it..psl butik tu.. lot to learn Sue! cari modal sume2 tuh.. gudluck in the journey bukak butik mcm michael ong ko tuh
+ i'm wondering what if i have to leave home.. rent a place.. where it will be.. how to find a place.. who will i be livin with.. where will i work..how am i gonna go to work.. coz i suck in driving.. what what if i cud drive an auto small car like a viva..but still..if i dunno the roads??.. 1st of all.. where that viva come from??$$$ pon xde berangan nk beli kete viva kaler puteh yg auto..
+ other than that.. recently i've been viewing very very luvy duvy couple photos of friends of mine.. ramai la.. school friends l.. i'm happy and sgt suke tgk gmbar2 suuweeett mereka ni.. and in the same time i felt like..dunno how to say it.. jealous ke?? like i wish i have a boyfren too and relationship tu da sgt2 lame yg boley dinyatakan mmg kompem la we r getting married..
+ y am i single??? it's bcoz when i fall for someone.. its hard for me to open up to someone else.. and people who i fell for.. SUMENYE TAKEN.. kalo bukan single pon.. ade la reason laen why i cant be his gf or something..
+ if nak ade bf mmg boleh kot.. ade la beberape manusia ni yg telah konfes ckp suke kat aku ni ha.. tp kan.. eee susahnye la hai kalo nk tunaikan hajat mereka2 ini kalo ade angan2 nk jd boyfie or nk jd husband.. haaa dgr x.. ade yg kate nk jd husband tau.. padahal.. I DONT EVEN KNOW U.. kalo la kan encik ***** ade di dpn mate selalu..mybe i'll fall for u.. but u r so far away.. u said u like me?? u miss me??? how can u say that?? u dun even know me.. we never dated.. if u luv me show it! dtg la seremban ni ha!!! i dun do long distance k.. x pon wat la FB ke.. if ur gonna ask me everyday da mkn da mandi tgh watpe tu....gosh..diz is BORING
+ i'm panicking+emo so i need to stop!!!

killing time

04.04.2009- ya ya the day NBU got engaged.. trying to avoid questions " x wish dia ke dik.. ko x nak wish dia ke" bla bla bla.. x mahuu.. berat hati nk wish but i'll pray for his happiness..chewah..

things done to kill the day+distracting myself it's 4th April:

* went kak nurul's wedding (my neighbour) with zura (she slept at my house that nite and lastnite) and suriani.. tahniah kak!! aku tingin nak tau umur husband dia brape.. sgt2 nmpk mcm budak-budak.. muke innocent tol.. kiut je.. mcm dak tingkatan brape..fuh awet mude tu!

* lepak with su in de house soh dia dye my pants yg becapok disebabkan clorox.. shit tol.. sambil2 cat slua kite nyanyi lagu Avril " I can do better" kuat2 : I hate u now! so go away from me..ur gone..so long.. i can do better! i can do better!~~

* watch taiwan series "together" at 8tv.. ya lor.. my boyfren blakon kan.. so suweeeettt

* pegi psr mlm with zura+yazid cari roti john and dinner.. then hit to town nk lepak sambil tgk org racing.. pastu ajak kak kila skali.. tros terdetik hati nk tgk fast&furious.. pi MBO and TGV but no luck at all!! full!! damn!! last2 pi karok kat ruby..guess who i met at ruby??? my old friend from Puteri..MISS ZARINA ZA'BA!! dia sgt2 chantek!! i think da 7 years x jumpe.. she took my number but i forgot to ask her a photo with her..darn! but we hugged..haha..twice.. xoxo

* then pi A&W layan float+roti john sambil tgk org wat drift kat selekoh kat dpn A&W tuh.. malangnye too many cars.. due to safety.. mamat2 kaki racing ni baek tol x tunjuk sgt aksi2 mereka tuh.. but we cant stay too long.. near 2am chow la.. nk tggu jalan tu lengang kol 4 pg la kot.. x larat aku but last nite mmg crowded gak la A&W tuh.. sume golongan ade.. org tua..mak org bapak org..siap bwk baby..anak2 kecik.. berlegar2 kat dpn A&W tuh tggu org wat drift/ nk race kete..

I survived the day.. slept at 3.30 am..huhu.. i dun have pix of us hangin out lastnite but wanna uplod photos we hanged out last week..heee

1 hour of darl+kila+zura+yazid screaming sessions at news ktv

ABC yg sheeeddaaapp

berangan jadi permenen jap

ade hati tuuuuuuu..pade hari pekeje kontrak xyratex dibuang.. ini keje aku:

saye rase sgt-sgt cun pakai jaket pekeje pemenen!!!

walopon terase nk gedik-gedik pakai jaket ni bejalan-jalan di production area..
tp apekan daye.. dpt pki 5 minit dlm clean roomnye changing room pon jadik la..
time kasey dian sbb bg pinjam
smlm saye berbangge pkai tshirt xyratex..
aku tawu mesti ade pekeje yg tetanye-tetanye cmne aku dpt baju tu kan..
sbb mane de dak kontrak/trainee dpt baju tuh..
lucky me ..en nizam yg bg okehh.. jgn dengki

Cuba

"Siapa
Sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila
Tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku
Itulah aku…padamu

Dan bila kau perlu
Setia ku menunggu
Agar senang kau merasa

Maafkan kerana aku tak pernah
Terlintas tuk menulis pada mu
Salahkan ku
Tak mungkin lagi aku meminta
Untuk kau mendengar..
Untuk kau melihat ke mataku"

tibe-tibe je lagu faizal tahir ni tgh playing kat wmp aku.. touching plak.. dedicate to NBU1860.. hari tuh sbb awek ko jauh..skng awek ko da dekat.. aku bukan nk salahkan ko.. sbb sumenye mmg salah aku pon.. sbb bile aku da suke sum1.. sanggup je wat ape je.. bodo u darl! sengsare la sorg2 skang pdn muke

letting go

today:
> x gi keje..mls..lgpon mmg xde keje kt kilang tuh
> dian pon x pi keje..abg napie pon kate nk hafday kot
> ske-ske je x pi keje.. annual leave aku tgl 1 hari je.. kate nak simpan kot2 kalo nk pi interview
> tp mmg xde mood gile..sok NBU1860 betunang (pergh rase mcm perit gileee la)
> dia pon x pi keje kot hari ni.. zura ckp la
> tahniah la.. and bagos la kalo dia da brubah lps da kene brainwash ngn abg ady
> x tawu la ape abg ady nasihat ape.. tp aku harap pasni jgn la goda aku lagi..kuikui
> and aku harap jgn wat kat org len jugak ape yg ko da wat kat aku
> ee rasenye cm x sanggup da keje kat xyratex tuh..tp kalo x keje pon stil ley nmpk ko.. sbb ko jual pau gebu ko tuh kat tepi jln yg aku slalu lalu..dem!
> oh smlm khodri ckp NBU1860 tu bukan kete dia pon..tp kete abg dia..dulu dia pakai satria tp dia da jual.. tp cm da lame je dia pakai kete tuh.. ke da jd milik dia..tah la..lntak la

rase nk nyanyi lagu ni kuat2

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